Proverbs 19:21 (ESV)
“Many are THE PLANS IN THE MIND OF A MAN,
but it is “THE PURPOSE OF THE LORD” THAT WILL STAND.”
When you “experience” a potential “life and death” crisis, your EYES have the potential to be OPENED to SEE things through a different prism than you previously were able to comprehend. When my brain hemorrhaged in 2007, I believed myself to be in TOTAL and COMPLETE “control” of everything in my life. GOD used a ruptured blood vessel in the WORD RECALL portion of my brain to cause me to recognize that HE WAS IN CONTROL of EVERYTHING…..and I very plainly realized that I WAS NOT in control of anything!!!
When you go to bed after midnight “feeling fine”, then you wake up at 5:30am to go to the restroom, you feel like you are IN CONTROL! But your legs fail to carry you one step, then your “words” are not the words you think you are saying, and you VERY QUICKLY SEE that YOU ARE NOT IN CONTROL……of ANYTHING!!!
THE PLANS IN THE MIND OF this MAN were to start a nonprofit that day. “THE PURPOSE OF THE LORD” was to slow me down and have me recognize that HE was the ONE IN CONTROL, not just of the BIG THINGS in life, but EVERYTHING!!! What I going to do was a “good thing”, but “THE PURPOSE OF THE LORD” was what I was going to do, regardless of what my plans were for that day!!!
GOD has VERY DELIBERATELY and PATIENTLY guided my steps preparing me to do precisely what HE HAS PLANNED for my life, including the portion of SLOWING me down over the past few years!!!
FATHER IN HEAVEN, my prayer is that I will NOT pursue THE PLANS OF MY MIND, but that I will strive to do EXACTLY “THE PURPOSE OF THE LORD”!!!