Deuteronomy 31:7-8 (ESV)
“[7] Then Moses summoned Joshua and said to him in the sight of all Israel, “Be strong and courageous, for you shall go with this people into the land that the LORD has sworn to their fathers to give them, and you shall put them in possession of it. [8] It is “THE LORD WHO GOES BEFORE YOU”. HE will be with you; HE will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”
Remembering “”before the Brain Hemorrhage” of July 09, 2007, “my thoughts” were that I was “in control” of my life??? But when I awoke that morning I was ANYTHING BUT in control, as I was unable to communicate, walk, hug my family, or perform any other task! It was as if GOD was displaying to this “giant of a man” that HE IS IN CONTROL, not me!!!!
As I sat in the “waiting room” of the hospital recently while a dear friend was in surgery, it was made clear to me ONCE AGAIN that GOD IS STILL IN CONTROL!!! Even when “we think” that we are in complete control, GOD IS IN CONTROL!! Even though my memory from my 2007 hospital stay (52 days!) is quite sketchy and very troubling for my family, in the latter days I DO REMEMBER that I UNDERSTOOD that I was NOT IN CONTROL OF ANYTHING and that GOD IS IN CONTROL!!!
“We think” that we are “in charge” of whatever things we are doing in life, but we are MOST DEFINITELY NOT!!! Joseph was NOT IN CONTROL when his brothers sold him into slavery (Genesis 17:18-36)! He WASN’T IN CONTROL when he was placed into prison by Potiphar’s guards (Genesis 39:19-21)! And still Joseph WASN’T IN CONTROL when he was ELEVATED to second in command, behind only to Pharaoh (Genesis 41:37-44) supposedly!!!
Because of the PATH I have been ASSIGNED, my VISION is quite different than what others have the ability to SEE! I was TOTALLY “out of control” while I was in the drug-induced coma in 2007, but IN REALITY, I was NEVER in control!!! GOD WAS/IS IN CONTROL!!!
When will my EYES TRULY be OPENED to SEE that GOD IS IN CONTROL??? Regardless of who or what is “on the throne” in the eyes of man, YAHWEH IS IN CONTROL!!!